I had three concepts in my mind. The first two are crap. I thought that these treatments are too easy, mushy and very literal. The whole idea of my final concept came upon after I chanced upon
Matthew Honan's collection of very short stories which are actually twenty-two one-liner "stories." While some are too vague that they can't almost make any sense, the
fourth story jolted my consciousness, telling myself that this is perfect for my music video. What's the line?
"Mister, mister can you please help me find my mommy?" Then the music video started playing in my mind.
In another angle, with the dolly
"Stay" is a love song but I decided to make a video without an image of a man and a woman in the middle of courtship, or argument, or happiness and all that jazz. But all I can see is a girl, holding a red ballon, wandering in the streets of Ortigas, pleading passersby to help her find her mother. In another setting is Cooky wandering around an old building, looking for a way to get out. I want to anticipate to the viewers that Cooky is the mother of the girl, but the ending will tell us something out of our expectations.
That's my sister, having a photo opportunity with CookyWell, I made the concept without knowing whether it would be very heavy for the the viewers or might turn melodramatic, but I continued anyway. This is a concept wherein I made truckloads of revisions. The ending was a salvage. I made fifteen options, after learning during my editing that my ending will never be in any of the fifteen options, even the one I finalized in my storyboard.
My simple production set-up
February 11, a Sunday, came my shooting date. I woke up 4AM, two hours earlier than my call time of 6AM. This was one of my most memorable day of my life as this is the first time that I really feel that this is what I really want to do. Thanks to my production crew:
RG for being my DOP. for letting me rent the Canon XL2 and the lights for a very reasonable price;
Jesse and
Jed for being my assistant directors;
Stephen, for being there to help me with errands ... and of course, the storyboard;
Ate Luz for travelling all the way from Bulacan to Ortigas to support her daughter
Paula who is my actress. Of course,
Mommy and
Ate Mayumi for being there all the way. Thanks for the support. All the groceries that you bought is very much a relief in my side. Your presence is what I am more thankful about. Thanks also to
Cris for visiting and helping. I know, runnning errands sucks but thanks for doing it for me. Thanks to Color It Red for being on time despite the lack of sleep. They went all the way from a gig in Lucena City and arrived here at Manila by 5AM. My call time for Cooky is 10AM. She's arrived 930AM.
Barbi and her baby, Bopip, Cooky in my former Alma Mater, Don Bosco The shoot has been a very relinquishing moment for me, despite the striking heat of the sun and the deflation of the balloons. Things started on time and ended on time and some people say that I am very organized in shooting, whereas I feel the other way around. Well, for those who find me as a disciplined person, thanks still.
Time for me to pose for the other camera
Editing is the most exciting point of the whole production process. But it will probably become very irritating if you need to edit a four-minute video, frame by frame. And one second has 24 frames. So that's 24 x 60 x4 frames (Do the math). This is the time that I started cursing myself for wanting the whole music video monochromatic except for the balloon which will be red all the time. I almost gave up, crying after learning that I might not achieve it due to time pressure. Thanks to Ramil, what seems to be impossible turned the other way and the red balloon easily became the biggest asset of my music video.
Presenting the band in goofy mode
I'm really sorry, probably I'm not being coherent in my writing today, I'm very overwhelmed... because all the brain cells that I have burned, all the money that I spent, all the sleepless nights, all the misdemeanors... they all paid off. And they are all in a single DVD. I can't believe that all I have worked hard for is stored in this very fragile disk but once every image is translated thorugh the projector, you realized that you created a different life. A world of my own.
Thanks Sir Lyle for such an experience.
Watch out for the music video...